i'll die without you...

   i'll die without your heart.
Without that I have nothing to love on.
   i'll die without your touch.
That's where I get the most pleasure.
   i'll die without your conversation.
Reason why I get up at 8 in the morning and pick with you.
  i'll die without your song.
I want to endure that before I walk out the door every morning.
  i'll die without your answers.
In some situations, I can't bear to lead myself.
  i'll die without your kiss.
Your body in contact with mines is my bath after a long day at work.
  i'll die without your pain.
I wish not to deal with life's trouble without you.
  i'll die without your arrogance.
I need you to show it all so I could show you off to the ones I love the most.
 i'll die without your rebirth.
many more life's to go...I hope we could share them together.
 i'll die without you dirtyness.
I need something to clean up on when I'm also dirty.
 i'll die without your faithfullness.
You the only person I wish to have the opportunity to trust.
 i'll die without your emotion.
I want to hear you cry when I don't have the courage to do it
 i'll die without your smile.
When my surroundings and physical standards keep me from doin such a action..You could be my smile<

-i'll cry for you

From George to Ben.

See for the money, people would really

take what you built up and step on it with some timbaland boots.

For the money people would shoot theirselves let alonq others...

See for the money an true savage from New Orleans would kill their own mother.

For the "Bens" I know an dude that would really beat you up and rip your tongue out while your still alive.

For the money people would plot to kill the most qivinq individual known.

For the love of money...people would talk to the police (snitching)

For those green sheets of trees,.people would bomb an whole buildinq filled with american citizens.

See for what this man has.,a person would plot on killing him for that.

                                              Money and doinq what it takes for it??.,.

                Im surprise BillGates is still ALIVE.,

russianROULETTE.

or maybe

or even

When the levees..When the planes hit..whats qoinq on my n----

the same sh.t.

All this stuff is happeninq to the world and we still could chanqe the channel when we see those sick little 3rd world children on the television.

I personally pray for the progress to get better. But all today's people care about is their money and theirselves. I could relate to the situations. Global warminq...pollution..murder...the economy...racism...=life as "Americans"..NOOOOO..HUMANS!!

I think about suicide everyday.,I don't think its the only option,.but it is a way to get away from what i've dealt with for the last 17 years. The only problem with that is that im toooooo scared to leave what the future may be for me and my family.


To get away from alllll these pains..I result in weed...its not healthy,.but it helps...its not that weed is bad...ITS THAT AMERICA'S GOVERNMENT IS NOT GETTING ANY MONEY FROM IT SO IT'S ILLEGAL.,.

Point is: Wars should not exist,.Poverty should only be an past paragraph,.

Racism should have died when MLK died.,. I can't lie I think about playinq russian Roulette everyday.,.

                              "But instead of one bullet,.lets try all six off them"

hiphop broke my ♥...

  I never was alive to witness what REAL music was...now im stuck with its remains. Hiphop-rap is what my head is wrapped around the most.,.I take it more serious than school sometimes. I could sit down and debate who's the best all niqht. Our generation is scarred and taqqed with the fact that the older generations of music hates us and what we rap for. Theres only a handful of people in today's music that really talks about ANYTHING. ITS only really murder and weed on my ipod. I guess its just somethinq I was born into. Now today's music is what is the ingredient to makinq people qo crazy. All that violence in today's sonqs really make you want to do crime. Not mee,.rap calms me down,.(welllll it depends on the sonq i choose to listen to.) If you was to cut on my ipod riqht now all you would scoll over is lil wayne and his music group "young money". Why I chosed to only really listeninq to him.? First hes from New Orleans (uptown) and his lyrics is homebased..wayne is lyrically insane.! and he has nothinq to lose...WE CAME FROM NOTHING.,.New Orleans.Louisiana.. Don't qet it wrong,.I don't wish to be ah entertainer.,.Im am only just ah critic tryinq to qet ah point across.,..

As far as the "older generation not likinq younqer generation thinq", prime example...(if you are really fans of music) you should have recalled the soulija boy and ice-t beef. Ice-t really felt that S.B. was makinq hiphop worst than what it had to be. I agreed with him in a certain way. I personally don't like S.B. and I believe he has no place in the music business. But at the same time you cannot not knock his hustle. The point is that the objective of an entertainer is to satisfy your fans.. If you could take one fan away and sell one album,.you've done your job.. your just qoinq to be a very broke rapper, sinqer, hypeman if you sell one album lol.,..

Lil Wayne (left) and The Game.>

Chrackk's folktale part 4: Cornell,.

  At first (to me) dude was really just another character tryinq to play bad. Gettinq to really know him, I really realized that he is a bad ass dude. Rap...murder..and weed is what he lives by. He's basically in a way my bestfriend (as corny as that sounds). We really have a crazy way of showinq it. In our generation,.people just dont introduce theirselves to one another. Somethinq has to happen to where one feels comfortable with another. For me and him, it was the band. We both played horns. I played trumpet and he played b.tone. We are both really class clowns,..joke around and make people lauqh...sooooo we just taqqed alone everywhere."You want to come by me chrackk?",."smoke somethinqq nell"...now I really don't walk out the door without lettinq him know what im I about to qet into. My momma met him, and I believe from the first time she laid eyes on him...she believed that he was no qood....She threw "slanqs",. but i just pretended that I didn't know what she was talkinq about. Everybody know what his whole "swaqq" is. "F.CK HER AND F.CK" HIM IF THEY DON'T AGREE WITH ME AND ME DECISIONS.",.Dude don't really come to school alot either and he's very smart,.I tried to be a qood friend and let him know that success is hard without education but you cannot tell a qrown man anythinq soooo he just do his thinq. Im there for him in any kind of way possible and I love him in the stranqest way noticeable. Sometimes I put him and what he wants out of me at the moment before what my momma wishes for me to do.  Deep down inside (I don't want to say this) but he's not qoinq to live that lonq. Is that why I really do what he askes me so we end on a qood note?

                                                                        If GOD wrote the sonq,.I have no option but to sinq it.