GovernmentINMATE .

    Maybe if bigJoe would have gotten 5years and some months instead of the plain 5 he would be here right now. The baby wasn't allowed to the funeral , was that for the better or worst. He felt that he could go from a compact car to a mercedes or porsche. I have a little sister that I don't even know. Maybe her name is Mercedes or porsche. Drugs gave him death, and those items soothes me . Death is underrated. And i would receive it for the opportunity to have a convo with him. 11years later and that babyboy may be insane. That babyboy has a sister that he will never meet. All because Joe Nathan Morris got 5years exactly and not 5years and some months.
                                                                        "nigga killed him. him being my dads.
                                                                                                                                                that babyboy being me. G.O.D..."

december20, 2009 .

 life is possibly overated.. maybe i could do better without it . Don't become worried. I'm not suicidal . Maybe this is not a convo to be having 5days before christmas. Out of bout 6billion people on this planet, only possibly 3mil can tell you the true meaning of Christmas. I DIDNT pray in so long. I'll rather smoke weed. Should I just take the Kanye West approach and blare everything out . _____ skipping school is a first option , telling angie is like the thousandth . I would rather quote wayne verses then verses from the bible. Still have no idea of what imma do when that times come...OUTTA HIGHSCHOOL... 16years old and who cares? I sure don't. CHRACKKkills?? wow what a clique. I'm possibly a sociopath. Shoes get cleaned and polish more then my body does. All these freaks in my phone and my one true love is gonee...300MILES away.
                 If i had that chance to meet.....