How it all happened ...

I mean after a nigga graduated , it was straight to that hustle for a job . I became successful at this task and was making good money . Welcome to my Diary ....

Working became a normal routine and it kinda felt bad to lose a good thing with nothing but promises...

Ham

i did it because IT felt good to go HAM .
Ham ,  i destroy a stance THAT i was once in .
because of the anger ... I never got the chance to fly away
I held it , praying that i would just burp it out .
But because of that anger , i went ham . 

I am truly sorry and truly regret the situation but i do not regret going ham .
I mean can you really be that mad at me ?
I believe you would have ran a lap after me .
That's why sometimes deep down inside i know it's wrong but i really do hate you . The NEW YOU . 
Not my mother but her new mentality .
I went ham , thought it was hilarious in the end . 
Now i just pray that God with have a conversation with me in the end . That he will at least tell me what I did wrong .
But until that spontaneous day , I will have to go HAM !  

tylerJETS'

             my best friend , my one call away . My little
                brother . dude i envision with that 600benz .
                lyrical monster , but brothers
                since we was watching cookie monster .
                the future! , respect is giving to one another
                 two genius in our own way . Dude is a beast
                on the mic , im a animal with the computer
                    well with the letters . little brother ,
             im getting lazy . But all you need to know is that i love you ... and hip-hop is for you ... dnt forget me boyyy , THEGOD gon see SOON  . I wanna be with you pop boy .. its 5's forever . Pass that flag .                                    
                                            slob's
                                    put the game on bricks'

JoeGentry... in 2011 .

                                             Graduation ???????  

Is God getting me together ?

Mess is insane !!!

I think him for it though .

John .... is in my headphones right now ( Wayne )

i don't know what to doooo ...

P.S , this is free writing ... no thought at all .

What imma do after high school ?????

I'm sooo excited ... ( purple writing btw) , 2011 !

mONEY FROM job ='s WEED .

life sooo good .

that prized GOLD from my girlfriend/wife . ;)

all day everyday .

sky is blue while we are at the park with my SON .

" no little boy sit down pleaseeeee , " calls i can't wait to shout . All that cherry codeine in my cup for valetine day ... don't judge me .

I am only Joe Gentry . , opw 2011" i believe ! :)

GovernmentINMATE .

    Maybe if bigJoe would have gotten 5years and some months instead of the plain 5 he would be here right now. The baby wasn't allowed to the funeral , was that for the better or worst. He felt that he could go from a compact car to a mercedes or porsche. I have a little sister that I don't even know. Maybe her name is Mercedes or porsche. Drugs gave him death, and those items soothes me . Death is underrated. And i would receive it for the opportunity to have a convo with him. 11years later and that babyboy may be insane. That babyboy has a sister that he will never meet. All because Joe Nathan Morris got 5years exactly and not 5years and some months.
                                                                        "nigga killed him. him being my dads.
                                                                                                                                                that babyboy being me. G.O.D..."

december20, 2009 .

 life is possibly overated.. maybe i could do better without it . Don't become worried. I'm not suicidal . Maybe this is not a convo to be having 5days before christmas. Out of bout 6billion people on this planet, only possibly 3mil can tell you the true meaning of Christmas. I DIDNT pray in so long. I'll rather smoke weed. Should I just take the Kanye West approach and blare everything out . _____ skipping school is a first option , telling angie is like the thousandth . I would rather quote wayne verses then verses from the bible. Still have no idea of what imma do when that times come...OUTTA HIGHSCHOOL... 16years old and who cares? I sure don't. CHRACKKkills?? wow what a clique. I'm possibly a sociopath. Shoes get cleaned and polish more then my body does. All these freaks in my phone and my one true love is gonee...300MILES away.
                 If i had that chance to meet.....