Ham

i did it because IT felt good to go HAM .
Ham ,  i destroy a stance THAT i was once in .
because of the anger ... I never got the chance to fly away
I held it , praying that i would just burp it out .
But because of that anger , i went ham . 

I am truly sorry and truly regret the situation but i do not regret going ham .
I mean can you really be that mad at me ?
I believe you would have ran a lap after me .
That's why sometimes deep down inside i know it's wrong but i really do hate you . The NEW YOU . 
Not my mother but her new mentality .
I went ham , thought it was hilarious in the end . 
Now i just pray that God with have a conversation with me in the end . That he will at least tell me what I did wrong .
But until that spontaneous day , I will have to go HAM !